Renungan yang celaka gile babi...

Have you ever felt,
that the sun set differently today?
As if it set... without you in mind.

Today the sun forgot about you.
And it went away without a goodbye,
or to tell you that night will be kind.

As with the sun,
so did the sky turn it's back.
Not letting you know, if to stay in or go out.

And then you find,
just suddenly you were left behind,
and so many things were you left without.

Have you ever felt,
that as everything just went along,
and then just as simply, everyone was gone?

Like the one mongrel,
in the midst of fitful unrest,
becomes austere, lonely and forlorn.

Have you ever felt,
ever so empty,
in this strange void of unfamiliarity?

You don't know how,
or even what, and mostly why
you've been trapped in everybody else's apathy.

You don't know what put you here,
but maybe you know,
just what you might need to escape this test.

And so you try and try,
again with your best,
and did everything with nothing less.

Just as the sky smiles again,
and the sun casts a ray,
you fall short and flounder to slowly discover.

That at your best you stumble,
and then the sun will set,
and the sky will turn it's back.

You call out very loud,
with a mind filled with doubt,
"Why with the sun and the sky?"

"That if try and blunder,
that everything is drawn asunder."
Your being and person, suddenly despised.

What with the hopes,
rife with resonating harmony,
abused, rejected, covered in blight.

And so the question asks itself...

Have you ever felt...
like the day the sun and the sky,
could not care... if you lived or died..